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Tooler and Issa went to California for the weekend. I Single horny from Lake park GA out drinking.

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That mission did not paint a picture of the world that I was happy with, even if it painted a picture of the world that was true. I broke the cardinal rule: I made friends with the clients. I started going there drunk, going outside to smoke with the patrons. And yes, I let that married couple sleep together even though it was against the rules. I knew, every night I volunteered at the homeless shelter, that if Dagny Taggart lived in Brattleboro she would be among them.

If she lived in the real world outside of Atlas Shruggedhere in Brattleboro where there are no corporations to rise to the top of, where almost every business is owned by a married couple and they have one employee.

Dagny sometimes walked me to the shelter, down High Street, snow swirling in the streetlight. See, Dagny Taggart would have no power if she lived in Brattleboro in All her upstart-ness and get-up-and-go would have been worthless and she would be freezing her bones off in the cold, smoking rollies with fingerless gloves, shuffling inside the church lkver coming up to my desk, embarrassed to be homeless wanetd hating herself for having to ask my help to get a cup of coffee.

My friend Eglentyne pointed out: But even helping the homeless, for me, is an opportunity to beat myself up. I wish I could say something to help with your sadness, Matthew. I went as far up Elliot Street as I could before the shops ended and it went dark which was three blocks. The last bar on the street was a hippie bar and than turned me off infinitely. And the bar had a literary Brattleboro penis lover wanted The only other person down there was an old man looked about 70 or 80 years old.

She literally owns the place but in terms of controlshe owns this motherfucker—you can just tell, from the first time you meet her. Gin is such an American drink. Vodka is much more. Or was the Revolutionary War? Brattleboro penis lover wanted gin is the quintessential American drink, while vodka is of course from Russia. Before the Civil War, Americans only drank gin. Only after, when the trade routes were modified, was vodka imported to this country.

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I apologize. So we both sit there in silence and sip our drinks.

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After a while Jane is there, too, for part of it—my other day loverr, partner in crime. I met Jane the first time Tooler and Issa and I went out for drinks, at some underground bar that closed. I saw Jane working, cleaning behind the bar, then she and I were smoking in a stairwell, and we talked right away.

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He got insurance money and wandered between Brattleboro and New York City for a while. He tells me his dreams of New York, his memories of times there.

Someone who sees the intricacy of whiskey or wine or making love with the woman you love. Jill later tells me the same story. Then I guess it was my turn to share and I openly cried at the bar when I told him about my girlfriend who died when we both took ecstasy. So Thomas and I had that in common, and maybe that was one of the reasons the universe threw us together. I told him I had been to a mental hospital in Los Angeles. That Olver might have bipolar.

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No one wanted to sit next to him once Brattleboro penis lover wanted started drinking because no one wanted to be associated with the remarks he made. They were erudite and fascinating, grotesque and unbelievable, and yet insulted every slice of humanity that was sliceable, especially the slice of class.

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But it was just going to me and him. Like we would hand out flyers and hope people called us back. He starts a rotisserie chicken, leaves the house, goes to a bar for some drinks, then goes back to the chicken? There was just something about his face.

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I was thirty-three years old at this time—impressing someone else for sex was not on my list of things to do. Enjoying an extra-rare steak, a glass of chianti—much higher on my list of things to do. And if you think it bothered me being the only table of one on the ultimate date Bratfleboro in a restaurant packed with tables of two.

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Rewind a little, back a few drinks, back a few nights of drinking, and to this text entry where I try to talk myself out of drinking altogether and psych myself up to write another novel.

I need to give myself a break. Get in touch with my spirit, with some esteem-able acts. I have to stop drinking again. But I definitely have started drinking again, and done it too much, done it to the point of making myself feel bad.

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And I get Brattleboro penis lover wanted. Do you know any of them? But he lives north of here. He now lives in New York with her. Bryan reviews film for The Missoulian. Brattleboro York. I plan to be there some day. Are you a rude New Yorker? People from New York are supposed to be rude and aggressive. New Yorkers are rude. You want to hear a joke about that? Here wannted. Four guys are walking down a street in Manhattan: A reporter with a microphone intercepts them and asks: What is meat?

Ev- ery race, every culture, every ethnic group is represented there. Really awesome! What are pfnis narratives? Am I in your fantasy? Not like that. I like things and people to be different.

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She said nothing during the subsequent exchange. You both look like clones if you overlook the obvious. I, laughing: Jacques, ignoring my question: We were just talking about you. Bryn, to Jacques: Bryn was laughing. And I, somewhat taken aback: This is Janice. She seemed a little pissed.

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You do travel, right? The new nomad began to exist with the production of new technologies, when capital and technology began work- ing for each other. Like Janus with the two heads. He must live on something. The speed of time-light. Ah ah. You mean the time it takes to transmit data: How did they do that?

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I hate to echo Freud here: It goes something like this: Technology develops by continuing to. Can you explain it? And the television camera is an extension of the eye. Please tell me more. The worldwide web, what Marshall McLuhan had the prescience to call global village, is nothing but one gigan- tic nervous system.

I like it! So you see, all of this ongoing machine-human loop is bound to affect the way we feel and desire. I think desire is also becoming disembodied. Love seems impossible in this time of silicon. That sounds like Paul Virilio. Dorit, laughing: A web Brattleboro penis lover wanted itself is nothing more than an interface. Rob must be a web developer who uses one of those languages, like Visual Basic, to move data from its storage in a database, like Access, onto a web site.

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The Brattlbeoro are supposed to be in bookstores by now. I had to deal with floppies in this case because my small literary publisher never downloads files. What can I show for my life up to this point? The finished manuscript of a novel.

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Sunday, August 23, Jacques and Christine had had another one of their big fights that Sunday before I got back to his house. Christine had accused him of lusting after Janice. Christine was just leaving when Bryn and I pulled up late afternoon. Jacques was a tiresome—and tireless—plaintiff: Christine; his departmental colleagues all of whom, with one or two exceptions, he thought were morons ; academia; bourgeois women; Republicans; Montanans; and American culture in general.

He made the most outrageous statements that his friends and colleagues led slide. Sometimes I simply tuned him out. And sometimes I challenged him. Some remarked that we were like an old married couple. Unusual name. I once knew a male Bryn. What name is that?

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And I cer- tainly do not have Brattlfboro time for that. She lives on the fringe, literally and metaphorically. Better there than here. You know how Chris some- times drops in unannounced. How about her? If she wants to come, fine. Brattleboro penis lover wanted not, fine. You know I like to do that. The more ingredients, the better. More grist for the mill. I called her. I left a message on her voice- mail. Two hours later she called me back. Jacques picked up the phone.

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Quite generous of him. Francette had packed a lot of luggage I always travel lightso we had to lug several Braftleboro pieces up four flights of stairs to her apartment on the fourth floor, as liver was no elevator.

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